早點回家

這一陣子，我每天都在外頭流蕩，不想早點回家。上兩個星期我幾乎是每天都跟我的兩個朋友一起。不過，可能是流蕩得久了，發覺每天跟朋友吃飯聊天越來越沒意思，而且錢也用得很快。有時候我會覺得他們真的好無聊，整天在找人聊天吃飯。以前我只是偶爾跟他們玩，可是最近我也太無聊了，竟然每天都跟他們無聊著。問題是，不跟他們在一起，我也會覺得無聊。-.- 天啊...我真的很無聊。反正我已經把弗吉尼亞大學還有威廉和玛丽大學申請完了。現在如果我每天都晚回家，我媽也不說我了。只是...心裏還是空虛。因爲我越跟朋友去玩，就越覺得我找不到能夠真正溝通的人。或許說，我沒有知心朋友。雖然我已經有了很多很好很好的朋友，可是我始終還是不能跟他們訴説一切，因爲他們根本無法了解我的經歷和有些想法。也許這是因爲我們終于大了，我們的想法，經過二十年的不同的環境和經歷，已經形成了一定的狀態，比較沒有從前一樣容易了解和接受陌生的人情事了。

Officially Missing You

This week passed like a blur. I feel like all I did was rush around, all over the place. Sigh. Well, at least I saw Jane again. :) I'm going to miss her. A lot. And I've been listening to this song, Officially Missing You (coincidence?), for the past 2 hours. @_@ Jessica got me addicted to the version done by these twins Janice and Sonia Lee on Youtube.

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today I'm officially missin' you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I - I'm officially...

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall, face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, don't know you at all

And I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
I guess it's safe to say, baby, it's safe to say
That I - I'm officially missin' you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I - I'm officially...

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hoh, it stays on my mind
And I - I'm officially missin' you, yeah, yeah

All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I - I'm officially missin' you

Happy 2010

It's 2010! I still haven't gotten used to it yet though. Last night, for the first time I experienced the excitement of new years. I was actually happy to the point of euphoria. :D Actually I think that was just the result of being drunk. Well, how can one not be happy in good company on an occasion? I got home this morning at around 5 am and crashed into bed, but not before I washed my face clean of makeup! (Clear skin is one of my goals this year.)

Here are my new year's resolutions:

1. Exercise more/lose fat
2. Get into UVA
3. Learn how to drive
4. Get clear skin

Yes, unfortunately I still don't know how to drive. And yes, unfortunately I am gaining fat! Ugh -_-;; At least they're not the same as last year's. That's a good sign - I think I actually achieved some of last year's. :)