Charlie's Car Accident

Omg I can't believe Charlie got into a car accident today... It happened in the afternoon at 4 in California.... I'm so glad he's alive right now. He was so lucky today. He could've died, but he only got scratches. They were going 70 mph, and the car slid off and hit a light pole. Good thing he wasn't the one driving. His friend who was driving is probably going to be sent to juvi. Damn it they fucked up big time.

I can't believe it though... Last night Charlie told me that he was speeding at 1 or 2 AM with his friend, and he stole his aunt's car. He was going 140 mph... I was so mad he did it, and I told him to never do that again. And today, this happened. It was so fast and so sudden. When Charlie talked to me today, he was just like, hi. So I joked with him, and then he told me about what happened. But I'm glad he finally learned his lesson, and he didn't get hurt. Man, he is so damn lucky. He only got scratches! And he was going 70 mph! Oh man....I am so glad he's alive!

So he got grounded...and not allowed to go out until he gets out of high school. But I'm glad... I don't want something like this to ever happen again. It was so stupid. They were messing with their lives there. I can't believe what happened...

I felt like shit after he told me. At first I didn't know who to react. Do I freak out or do I try to comfort him? I kinda did both... But it was odd and sporadic and I didn't know what I was doing. But GOODNESS I'm so thankful he didn't die. So thankful...

I really want to be there with him right now. And talk to him face to face. And hug him. And know he is alive and well. Damn it that scared me so much.

Jackie Chan

Yay!~ Yesterday Jackie came to my house for the first time! It was so nice to have her over~ ^-^ We didn't do much, but it was just nice to spend time together. She's graduating this year... T-T And we never even got a chance to hang out until yesterday!

Haha... So yesterday in AP Psych class she was saying how she wishes we could keep in contact after high school and someday we'll meet each other again with our families and hang out. And of course I would hope we'll keep in contact. She's always keeping things inside her though. We gotta have some more bonding time. hehe~

It reminded me of the time I left Shanghai, and Danielle, Kelly and I were saying how we gotta meet again with our families when we're adults. I guess...usually it's Asians that think like that? Well, now I still keep in contact with Danielle and Kelly, but we don't get to catch up with each other's lives much. I don't really know what's going on in their lives, and we don't get to talk much. But they're still my good 姐妹.

I'm not someone who opens up really quickly. It takes time for me to open up, cuz I want to get to know people first. So it also takes a while for other people to really get to know me. Now that I think about it, I don't think there's a lot of people that know me extremely well.

Grandma

I miss my grandma. She died a long time ago (when I was 5 years old, actually), but today suddenly I remembered her and it made me really sad. Actually I was taking a shower, and I just randomly thought about my grandma. And then I broke into tears. It was so sudden and unexpected.