I really want Jessica to be happy. She's going through a lot right now, and I can't do anything to help her but be there for her and listen to her. She doesn't have anyone to talk about it with, and I had hoped that Moses would have been helpful, but he only topped off the avalanche with a snow storm. I know that she's still affected by what happened 3 years ago, but I still hope she'll find someone that will take care of her and make her feel wanted. I mean, now whenever I go somewhere, I'm always looking for a possible candidate for her. Lol... I was doing that the whole time yesterday and on Saturday.
Last night I had a blast being loud and obnoxious. I had so much fun! And watching Judy and Harris together made me feel so happy. :) Except I swear Judy is such a difficult girlfriend... hahaha x] They were so hilarious. I felt so bad for Harris! LOL! And we sang for 3 hours but I still didn't feel like I sang enough when we left. Singing 死了都要愛 didn't give me the same feeling of release. It felt like something was missing, like it wasn't loud enough or something. Oh and when we ate dinner at Bokdaeji, Judy and Harris tried to introduce Jessica to someone at worked there. Jessica was so embarressed that when Judy and Harris were writing her number on the check, she left the restaurant with Charles. Actually Judy was being way too obvious about it, and Harris was so funny. "And he has a sense of humor too!" Omg but that couple kept making fun of me! =0=+ I swear I'm never showing Judy stuff again. Because when I do, the whole world knows. -.-''
